Flat on the Back & Back on the Flat

Rhiann Marie - Round the World
Stewart Graham
Mon 30 May 2011 04:37
Monday 30th May 2011 0755 Local Time 0255 UTC
 
14:51.312S 062:53.342E
 
We have a had a boisterous though fast passage. It has been quite gruelling at times. I have done almost all the cooking from meals Trish pre made and have hardly had any proper sleep in the past three days. The problem is not the lack of sleep but the lack of quality (lying flat) lying down time to rest my back. To give you an idea on how my back is: I cannot lift anything heavy, I cannot run or jump, I cannot twist, I cannot bend down without keeping my back straight and bending my knees. When it gets overworked and tired I sort of wobble from the middle being unable to stabilise myself because my core is weakened. When I lie down for a short time and then get up I can barely stand and need to support myself with a bulkhead or whatever is available for the first couple of minutes. However after lying down for say the night in a flat bed I feel strong when I get up. That however has not been possible on this passage.  
 
I was well aware that I needed to start more exercises to rebuild my core and back strength, with all the sailing though it was hard to get the chance. However when I was in the anchorage in Chagos and visiting Doctor Sue she also suggested I did some exercises and proceeded to lay me out on the deck. First I lay face down and was raising my head and shoulders to build lower back strength. Then she asked me to turn over and lay flat down, not easy when you have stainless steel back bolts almost in direct contact with the teak deck!
 
"Relax" she said, pressing into my groin area. "Now" she said, "imagine you have a vagina". WHAT! Imagine what? In shock, I told myself I can't imagine that, while at the same time making a mental note to come back to her for "Physological Coaching" or "Trauma Councelling" or whatever it is they give people who trip over a kerb nowadays. And anyway there is no way I could be put in charge of one of these I told her I would simply be wreckless and irresponsible .........  I just doubled up on the back exercises.
 
We have now covered Eight hundred miles since we left Salomon Islands in the Chagos. The rhumb line on this passage is 1,250 miles almost half the rhumb line Atlantic distance between the Canary Islands and Antigua!  
 
To try to make Trish feel there is not long to go I told her yesterday "never mind" I said comfortingly, "when you wake up tomorrow the day after there will be only one more day to go". She saw through it right away. "What you mean we are almost half way.............?"
 
The forecast was for things to ease yesterday afternoon through to midnight when we could expect the wind to ease by five knots and back twenty degrees. As the day and evening progressed any easing was very slight and of course the thing giving us most problems, the sea state lags behind the wind speeds in settling.
 
I gradually added a little sail then shortened again for the ever present squalls, then put out a little more again, but eventually settled for a very conservative plan and tried to get some rest through the night. At times we were only doing seven knots but the rest was appreciated. At first light I put away the jib and shook out our big genny and set it with one reef in it. Then all of the main was brought out to play, flattened along the boom which was eased out in phases all the way to the spereaders as the wind continued to back and ease. For most of the night we were sailing flat, the first time in many months, and at first light it was a thrill to be so far off the wind again and charging along with some data on the speedo occasionally starting with a "1" again. As the wind and swell was now well behind our beam it was flat sailing though "it's been a long time since I rock and rolled..."